I Keep Looking Different: Poetry and Prose

With Fiona McMillan

March 13, 2024, at 6:30pm
Free + in-person program
Open to all



I Keep Looking Different is a collection of 10 poems written by artist and writer Fiona McMillan. Focusing on embracing the fluidity in our experiences of ourselves and the world around us, the theme is found in the lack of cohesivity. The importance of the poems lie in their lack of structure and uniformity. The collection of poems focuses on personal experiences of the artist and discusses topics of sexuality, gender, and mental illness.








Come join us for a night of poetry and expression!

With the goal of bridging the gap between the art and the artist, Fiona uses her writing as a way to show the outside world exactly what she is thinking about.




From Fiona:
I Keep Looking Different is a collection of 10 poems written in the past 6 months. As the title may suggest, my work focuses on highlighting and embracing the fluidity in our experiences of ourselves, as well as the world around us. Put simply-the theme is that there is no theme. The importance of these poems lies in their lack of structure & uniformity. I use my writing as a direct way to process and document how I perceive the world around me, and I always find myself shocked by how different that can look. My goal in my writing, and artwork as a whole, is to bridge the gap between art and artist. I use my writing as a way to show the outside world exactly what I am thinking about, leading the viewer to gain a better understanding of themes presented in my visual artwork. As I previously mentioned, this collection of works directly focuses on my personal experiences. This causes topics of sexuality, gender, and mental illness to become prevalent themes- since those are a direct reflection of important aspects of my current life as a 19 year old queer woman, and artist.






Fiona McMillan

Hello! My name is Fiona McMillan, and I am an artist and writer from Whitby, Ontario. I work in many different mediums, but hold a certain love for pen and ink drawing, oil painting, and poetry. I am in my second year here at Queen’s, earning a Bachelor of Fine Arts. I have always had a deep love for creative expression, however, over the past 6 months I have felt myself fall ever deeper into my relationship with my work.

As a young artist, I am constantly working to figure out what I want my work to communicate, and my writing has become an essential part of finding that voice. I like to describe my writing as the ‘deep cuts’ of my artwork- they are nothing but sheer vulnerability. I love to hide behind the room for interpretation that visual artwork offers, and have spent most of my life making work that merely ‘referenced’ what I was feeling, without exactly spelling it out. I think I was hiding behind my work for a long time- and the thing that equally excites and terrifies me about my writing is that there is nothing to hide behind. I have begun to embrace this honestly in the past 6 months and have very recently started sharing my writing with the world. This has created a beautiful symbiotic relationship between my artwork and my writing, each element forces honesty, and therefore pushes me to be better. I am extremely proud of this journey, and I honestly just really want to share my work with others. After hiding this work in notebooks for years, I feel it is time for it to be celebrated, and I thought no better place than here.

My writing is the most honest thing about myself, and I am deeply excited to be sharing it with you all tonight.






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UNION GALLERY is funded and supported by Queen's University, Alma Mater Society (AMS), Society of Graduate and Professional Students (SGPS), Ontario Arts Council, City of Kingston Arts Fund–Kingston Arts Council and the City of Kingston, with partnerships with Stauffer Library, Cultural Studies, Screen Cultures and Curatorial Studies, and Art History and Art Conservation.